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Editor’s Note: This post is part of the Red Letter Book Club. It is an excerpt from Bruce Reyes-Chow’s latest book: But I Don’t See You as Asian: Curating Conversations About Race.

My middle daughter, Abby, is a soccer player. She has played since kindergarten. She is also the kid that we have to constantly ask to “stop kicking the ball in the house, ” as she is always dribbling some spherical item off of any and every surface she can—including off of unsuspecting sisters and parental units.

We love her passion and dedication, but seriously, after an hour of thunk, thunk, thunk against the wall, it gets old.

Abby is also really sensitive.

From an early age, she was always deeply intuitive and empathetic, to the point that we have never had to scold her or raise our voices when she was in trouble. One time we busted her standing on the counter—at the direction of her older sister, we later found out—poised to dig into the sugar jar. We just gave her a disappointed look, saying her name with a touch of disapproval, and she melted into a puddle of tears.

Oh, our sweet, sensitive Abby.

Recently, this girl came walking off the soccer field after the opposing team soundly crushed her middle school soccer team.

Abby was in tears.

We have never been the “you need to suck it up” kind of parents, but I will admit that there have been times when I pushed too hard to find out what was wrong just because I wanted to fix it. In such cases, I only made things worse. Shocking, I know.

But on that day, there I went again, and I began to talk to her about her ability take things in stride, especially as she was starting to play against older, more experienced players.

Without waiting for me to get too far into my lecture, Abby said, “Dad, I am not crying because I am sad. I’m crying because I’m angry.”

And then she added, “Lest anyone think I’m a sissy.”

While I would love to think my need to have her stop being so “sensitive” was purely based in a desire to toughen my baby up, I found it was actually based in obliviousness to what she was feeling and why. What I had perceived as weakness and a disproportionate reaction to disappointment was instead her response to a deeply felt emotion manifesting itself through tears.

I really didn’t need to do anything but let her be. Sure, she might have to deal with others reacting to her tears, but there was absolutely no need for me to fix her, to dismiss her reactions, or to try and make things better.

All I needed to do was listen.

In the same way, when discussing race, I know that when I am told—and I have been told—“Don’t be so sensitive, ” the speaker is generally not delivering these words with my well-being in mind. People usually issue this statement because they can’t handle your reaction or because your reaction has created uncomfortable tension in the room.

When we respond thus to a genuine reaction, whether that reaction be anger, fear, or sadness, we are essentially saying to that person, “Emotions bad. Emotions uncomfortable. Please stop.”

I can just about guarantee that responding to someone who is reacting negatively to a racial incident by saying, “Don’t be so sensitive, ” will not lessen the tension in the room. It is far more likely that this response will increase tension—and in the end, it does not “fix” anything. In fact, what this response does is communicate the idea that someone’s reaction is not valid and their concerns about the heart of the matter are probably not going not be heard. Yes, there may be a time to discuss and even challenge people’s assumptions, but to respond with “Don’t be so sensitive” in the moment will result in feelings of resentment, distrust, and further distance.

Sometimes, in the face of that which we feel is uncomfortable, all we need to do is listen.

Read reviews, an interview with Bruce, and find out more about But I Don’t See You as Asian: Curating Conversations About Race in the Red Letter Book Club

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About The Author

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A 3rd Generation Chinese/Filipino, armchair sociologist, and technology enthusiast Bruce speaks and teaches on faith, race, parenting, and technology in a variety contexts from seminaries to conferences to congregations to pre-schools. While he speaks to both religious and secular audiences, he committed to living and expressing a Christian faith that is beautifully complex, unimaginably just and excruciatingly gracious. Bruce is the part-time Transitional Pastor at Valley Presbyterian Church in Portola Valley, CA and is a Coach and Senior Consultant with the Center of Progressive Renewal. He is the author of four books, The Definitive-ish Guide for Using Social Media in the Church (Shookfoil Books, 2012) and But I Don't See You as Asian: Curating Conversations about Race (2013), 40 Days, 40, Prayers, 40 Words: Lenten Reflections for Everyday Life (WJK Press, 2016) and, Rule #2: Don't be an Asshat: An Official Handbook for Raising Parents and Children. (Bacosa Books, 2016). He currently blogs for The Huffington Post, The Working Preacher, and Red Letter Christians. Bruce has been a Presbyterian pastor for nearly 20 years and founded Mission Bay Community Church in San Francisco, a church of young, multicultural and progressive Presbyterians. In 2008 he was the youngest person ever elected as Moderator of the General Assembly of the Presbyterian Church (USA), the highest elected office of the 1.8 million member denomination. Bruce received his BA in Asian American Studies, Philosophy and Sociology from San Francisco State University (1991), MA from San Francisco Theological Seminary (1995) and an honorary Doctor of Divinity from Austin College (2010). Bruce currently lives in San Francisco with his wife, three daughters, and two canines.

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